PRAYER

Lost in despair, I started to pray…

Because of my dyslexia, I use speak-to-text on my computer, and it's constantly listening. One morning, I was completely lost in despair, and I started to pray. Seeing that my computer captured what I prayed, I reflected on it and wondered if it was something I should share. Often, I share what I'm afraid to share; I find it helps others greatly, so I chose to expand on that prayer. The result is what you see here, and the ending is the prayer I prayed that day.

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Dear God…

Where are you now

Why not in this space

Can’t I hear your voice

Can’t I see your face

I’m told just breathe

I’am assessing all see

Light a path and I will follow

Feel the barriers holding me

This is my song. This is my prayer.

(Despite what I say)

Don’t let me slip into despair

(Despite what I pray)

Stand screaming at the silence

As the world around me shatters

I wanna do something significant

I wanna do something that matters

Visions in my mind dying for life

So blurred I see the other side

My soul shouts against time

Begging it to stop as I try

Inspiration burns in me

While reality fades away

Shaking through the chains

Trying to grasp my someday

Dear God…

This is my song. This is my prayer.

(Despite what I say)

Don’t let me slip into despair

(Despite what I pray)

Stand screaming at the silence

As the world around me shatters

I wanna do something significant

I wanna do something that matters

Dear God…

You’ve given me these visions in my heart in my mind they are so inspiring yeah bigger than me. Forgive me for being weak. Can you show me the next steps. Can you show me some kind of proof. Can I hear you god…

Where do you want me to go what do you want me to do. Bring me the people the opportunities. give me the discernment and understanding. Give me a directions to take

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